If I am a soldier
If I were a soldier it would be a little hard to know what to do, on the one hand it's your job and your country but on the other hand maybe you're on the wrong side even though you're supposed to do your job, you're just a pawn who has to follow orders even if that means taking lives. I don't like war and I would possibly defect because I don't think what is happening is fair and something that should happen, I don't think I needed it, I just see it as an abuse of power.